I'm pretty harsh on myself. But i fel like I deserve it.

Sometimes I wish I would just grow a backbone and say the things I need to say. I also wish I would learn to manage my time properly, and learn how to get off my lazy ass in the morning.

I wish I would learn how to be a legitimate leader at polo. I wish I wouldn't get tongue tied. I wish...

Meh. I'm done with the self loathing.

Because I know I have strengths too.